Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Supercalafragalisticexpialodosious! (may contain course language)
Mary Poppins and Bert have let me down. I've sang the damn song twice and I still feel uninspired. Only one referral this month so far. Hang on a second while I grab my violin. read: old guitar I never learned to play.
It's true I'm a musician wannabe. I'm all that and a bag of crazy. Ah, time. You senile old bat. Why must you move so slow? Why must you drag us along, our backsides scraped and bruised? It is a sad day when not even a chocolate peanutbutter milkshake can ease my wounded soul. I've tried to curb my writing to not allow for swear words. I'm not Polly Anna, but I don't throw around a lot of curse words either. Desperate times though, desperate times. Fuckity, fuck, fuck, fuck. That was mildly liberating. I apologize for any eyes that may have been offended. I know, this isn't a pretty side of me.
We've passed 18months since our dossier went to Ethiopia. Not much to say on that. I'm so sad for those adopting siblings for the news they received this week. My heart goes out to each and every one of you. You are always in my prayers. Visa's are slow, slow, slow... Everything is slow, slow, slow. I am so excited for my amazing friend Marcia! That is one very dear bright spot in my world.
It's just so frustrating... I'm not sure how any one makes it through this alive and with marbles in tact.